??????????? ?????????? ?????????????????????? ???"??????"?????? ???????????????????? ?????????????????? Synopsis: Is life a train towards death or one towards life- This book by Mr. Xie Xuanjun describes how the author experienced a transition of his life as if having melt on the cross, and realized henceforth a mythical transcendence above himself in a state on the verge of death. He has acquired a totally new understanding of the Bible and a renewed recognition of trace of God.