We must stop the perpetuation of male privilege and embrace personal accountability.At the age of thirty-two, Edward Varga found himself struggling to identify the events and influences in his life that led him to become an abusive and entitled man. Initially coping with a wife who walked out on him with their child, he embarks upon a journey to rebuild his life, destroy the mold from which he was cast, and become the father his son deserved. Along the way he encounters separation and divorce, internet dating, joyous fatherhood, and learning how to let go of the past, all chronicled in journals kept in his PDA throughout the years. To those struggling with the overwhelming issues of strained marriage, verbal and physical abuse, starting over, and becoming a better parent, here's good news; you're not the first one to walk this difficult path. Recorded over the span of a decade, this is the author's personal journal account of the painful collapse of his marriage, the trials of therapy, and the joy of recovery. Brutally honest and filled with insight into the male mind,