This book is Jingyan Li's autobiography who has the dual identity of soft science workers and social science workers. As a science worker, he is one of the pioneers of international evolutionary cell biology, mainly engaged in the origin of nuclear origin of evolution. In the study of social science, the author's 'revolutionary Marxism' study was analyzed and widely circulated as a "Theory." The author is one of the contributors for the former magazine "Yanhuang Chunqiu" in China. This book not only describes the author's life but also his peers in various periods of personal experience. He is the first pioneer of studying the origin of evolution of the cell to explore the truth of the difficult and tortuous course.