dreams came to him, and a restlessness of the soul came to him

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his soul was fuming from the sacrifices

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he breathed forth from the verses of the Rig-Veda

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the verses were infused into him, drop by drop

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the verses from the teachings of the old Brahmans

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Siddhartha had started to nurse discontent in himself

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he had started to feel doubt about the love of his father

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he doubted the love of his mother

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and he doubted the love of his friend, Govinda

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he doubted if their love could bring him joy for ever and ever

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their love could not nurse him

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their love could not feed him

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their love could not satisfy him

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he had started to suspect his father's teachings

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perhaps he had shown him everything he knew

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